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Elsabe Smit
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Spin Your Silk for Tomorrow

As with everyone else, I am feeling my way into a beautiful tomorrow.  I sometimes suspect that I have an inside track, which I am very happy to share with everyone.  For example, earlier this year I did a meditation during which am image was shown to me so clearly that I just knew I would never be able to erase from my being - not that I would ever want to forget this image.

The image showed lots of happy people dancing slowly and beautifully, with a sense of peace and tranquillity and serenity.  There were things that to me looked like robotic beings, but they were all lying down and clearly they were unplugged and not worth more than any worthless scrap metal.  These robots were not disturbing, and in fact their lifelessness added to the sense of serenity - as if the people were dancing on a battlefield where the battle was won.  That image has since then given me a sense of peace of mind, knowing that with this spiritual war which is playing out at the moment, the good guys and God have already won.

Quite recently I had a most beautiful dream where I was covered from head to toe in silkworms in different stages of development.  I noticed that not all of these silkworms were ready to start spinning their cocoons, and I found that very pleasing.

I was reminded of the childhood practice of placing a silkworm on a rectangle of hardboard on top of a bottle.  The result was that the silkworm was unable to spin a cocoon, and instead a beautiful rectangular bookmark replaced the cocoon.  Of course, the silkworm died once the spinning was completed, and that was the end of that silkworm.

However, in my dream it was important for me to ensure that as many silkworms as possible would spin cocoons. I knew the outcome would be that they would turn into moths that would lay eggs, and each egg would hatch a new silkworm that could on maturity spin a new cocoon, and so the spinning of beautiful silk would be perpetuated as long as I could keep the cycle going.

It did not take me long to figure out that the dream indicated prosperity for me - not necessarily tangible financial prosperity, but rather a spiritual prosperity.  I also know that I live in a tangible world where financial prosperity is a result of the exchange of energy. The clear message in the dream for me was that I must focus on investing everything I can and have in my spiritual work, and that now is a good time to turn my dreams of expansion into reality.  That is what I am already doing.

This brings me to the Oneness fund, and my likeminded brothers and sisters who want to make the world a better place with projects that will be in the interest of humanity.  I belong to a movement where the members were recently asked to submit their proposals for projects and the funding they would require to make these projects become reality.

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​There were two immediate questions.  

The first question was: when will I get the money?  The answer was “how long is a piece of string?”.  Of course this resulted in much disappointment, because the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow was finally reachable and then it was moved out of reach again.

My view on this is that I have never waited for that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.  I have for many years made “do what you can with what you have” my motto.  If I do receive funding based on the proposal I submitted, that would be great.  It would mean employing a few people, but it would also mean that I will have to work even harder and faster than I have done over the last decade to achieve my dream.  If I do not receive the funding (and while I am waiting for the funding) I will simply continue to make the best of the time and resources that I have.

I have over the years come across many people who believe “You have, therefore you must give.  I don’t have, therefore you must give”.  They completely miss the point that every single one of us are able to create our own energy and our own vision.  I ensure that I spend time every single day on giving another step towards my vision.  What have you done today, and over the past week, and over the past month, to make your vision come true?  And no, lack of money is not an answer.  The currency of the new world that we are now living in is passion, creativity and loving your neighbour.  Any other tangible currency is a result of you using these main currencies to create and realise your dream.

The second question was: how will you safeguard my proposal so that nobody else can use it for their benefit?

I can understand this concern.  When I set off on my journey and started creating solutions, I was also concerned that anyone can steal my ideas and make them their own.  However, over the years I have learnt - and confirmed in psychic readings for clients who were in similar positions - that there is a massive difference between a creator and an imitator.

A creator will always have a handful of dreams and focus on making one or two of them come true before moving on to the next bigger and better dream.  Sometimes this involves having a business idea and putting in very long hours and lots of work into the idea to make it feasible and profitable, only to see a competitor - or even worse, a trusted business partner - walk away with the work that has already been done and reaping the benefits.

In my experience, this imitator invariably has success with the “stolen” idea up to a point, after which the idea and the work implodes, leaving the imitator to face karma.  Meanwhile, the wiser, stronger creator is already working on at least one idea that is MUCH bigger and more profitable than the initial idea.  I have seen so many times that the creator always wins, and the imitator always walks away, tail between the legs.  Give the same brilliant idea to any number of people, and only the creators will make the idea work. For the same price, only the imitators will steal the ideas and eventually implode with the ideas and the results of the creativity that they tried to pass of as their own.

Are you a creator or an imitator?  What have you done today that brings you closer to your dream, regardless of how much money you have in your pocket or in your bank account?






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Did He?  Did He Not?

Oh, we are such weak people with such weak faith.

Do you enjoy reading popular magazines that describe the trials and tribulations of celebrities?  These celebrities live a public life, and the descriptions of these lives drag people in and make them want to have the perks of the glamour.  Of course, nobody wants the poison arrows that go towards these same celebrities, but the most avid followers of these idols are also the most avid shooters of the arrows.

I am sure we have all either participated or been a fly on the wall of discussions where speculation about the origins, motives, next moves and passions of these idols are discussed in detail based on the superior opinion of a journalist whose mandate is not to find the truth, but to sell magazines.  

In “spiritual speak” such discussions are purely based in the third dimension - where perceived leaders tell us what to say, think and do.  The focus is entirely outward and away from me, myself and I, but the frequency or vibration of the participant is in fact the real focus, without them even realising it.

One would assume that at some point we understand the meaning of “you must not eat from the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil”.  This means it is not for us to judge the words, actions or motives of others, but rather focus on our own issues and ensure that we are not judgmental. 

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​We live in a time where no mainstream media can be trusted to be objective, because there is still an approved narrative of misinformation and a covert agenda that guide this media.  The result is a new wave of what is known as “truthers” where ordinary citizens have questions, and dig for answers or use a network of trusted sources to find pieces of the puzzle.   They then provide the details to their followers.  Each one of these “truthers” have their own individual focus and their search for the truth is guided by their passions, for example good health, exposing evil, using tarot cards, providing a global picture of activities and so on.  

Many of these new leaders are revered by their followers who simply replaced their matinee idols with these “truthers”.  These followers also often like to claim that they are now living in the fifth dimension, where there is no fear, no judgment, no addiction to a timeline or money, and instead an elevated sense of being spiritual.

On paper that seems to be a massive change for the better.  Imagine a world where the truth shall reign, and where there is peace on earth. Imagine us already living in this new world, even though all the existing structures and idols are crumbling around us.

This utopia of course had to be put to the test, and this was done when it was announced that one of these “truther” leaders had passed away.  

I would have expected a response of empathy and understanding from these new inhabitants of the fifth dimension - because these people are enlightened spirits who understand the nature of death and eternity.  I would have expected them to focus on the contribution of this leader, and on helping his family to find solace.

The reality was that a large majority of these newly enlightened followers of their new idols fell straight back into their old habits.  Did he die?  Has he been whisked away into a witness protection program? If he truly died, who killed him and how? Oh, and do you remember that he worked for this entity many decades ago (and we know how the entity turned out), and of course he recently had an argument with another idol, and that idol said that reports of his final movements proved that he acted out of character and so on, and so on.  Reading these comments online was like being taken straight back into the pages of a good old idol magazine - with the only difference being that the role players in this “higher level” magazine had wings and halos, with a varying degree of claimed or perceived connection directly to their Supreme Being.

Does the circumstances of a person’s death matter, or does the person’s legacy matter?  Is the important issue the person, or the deeper meaning of the person’s life?

This reminds me of my life-long questioning of Jesus.  Did he exist or did he not?  Is his life a myth being rehashed, or is it the truth?  In my search for the truth I found so many discrepancies that I eventually had to ask myself what mattered - his life or his message.  I got to a point where most of the message attributed to Jesus makes sense to me, but the questions remained.  I then decided to focus on the message.

I have recently had inklings that the questions I have about Jesus are legitimate, and there is the possibility that the mystery will be resolved when I read some of the books that never made it into the Bible, including one that Jesus himself apparently wrote.  The search continues.

Meanwhile, I would advise those fifth-dimension newbies to ask some hard questions about judgment, discernment, detachment and loving your neighbour.  The answers are different from what you encountered in the third dimension.  Finding these new answers will help you understand the meaning of death better, and will also help you raise your own vibration to a point where you will feel more comfortable not judging people for any reason, but rather working on your own legacy that you want to leave.






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Karma

I am aware that a big part of internet and social media marketing tends to involve living your life in the public eye.  I do not enjoy that - probably because most of my experiences (good as well as challenging) involve interactions with people, and I prefer to keep the interactions private and where possible make the wisdom I gain public.

I also like to look after my health, and when I do have a very rare instance where my health needs attention, you will also not read about that on the internet (unlike many people) I know who will list every minor ache or pain on social media (and describe bigger aches and pains in astonishing detail, as if they are in the running for badges for tolerating pain and suffering).

Over recent months I have had a health experience that was a real eye-opener for me, and I am happy to share this here.

I am at an age where 99% of people of a similar age have only one focus, namely retirement.  For me, there is no more abhorrent word or experience than retirement.  This is for two main reasons. 

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​Over the last years, I have done readings for clients where they are in a total panic about what they will do once they have retired.  The advice from Spirit is invariably that they must stop thinking of themselves as powerless.  They are in fact at an age where they have a lifetime of gained wisdom and experience.  They should by this age be aware of their own creative powers that they have been honing all their lives.  They should understand that the “mandatory” retirement age is a man-made and enslaving concept, and rather than fear it or fight back, they need to simply ignore this imposed obstacle and focus on the good thirty or forty years ahead of them.  They are now at an age where they can totally focus on making this world a better place and share their wisdom with anyone who needs inspiration and guidance.

My second reason for my lack of resonance with the concept of retirement is that I saw what this experience did to my father.  He retired at the age of sixty (because that is what his employer and culture and community expected) and on the day when this happened, he started dying.  It took him fourteen years to achieve his objective - fourteen painful years of deteriorating into Parkinson’s, Alzheimer’s, and fear of outliving his pension.  

In the initial years I did what I could to encourage him to do community work.  He did take up embroidery and doing tapestries, but that also added to his isolation from the world.  He was not interested in doing anything more meaningful.  He stopped driving and his focus turned to his immediate environment.

All those years ago I vowed to not have a similar experience, because life is too interesting and there are too many things on my daily to do list as well as my bucket list.

Meanwhile one of my siblings retired and two others turned their conversation towards my “retirement plans” whenever they deigned to contact me with their most recent woes.  They all have issues with my faith and beliefs, and my impression was that they expected me to finally “play the game” and do the right thing and retire - after all, I am the eldest and I need to set the example. All my siblings are younger than me.

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​A few months ago, I noticed that my hands were shaking, and I developed joint pains.  My first thought was that I have now reached the early stages of Parkinson’s and that I might as well stop fighting the thought of retirement.  My second thought was about all the wonderful things that I can still do to make this world a better place, especially at a time when the world is upside down and there is so much that I can contribute.

I decided to consult a medical practitioner whose focus is on energy medicine.  She focused entirely on providing ozone drips and homeopathic energy medicine - all of which made complete sense to me.  After treatment of about two months, the symptoms were much less, but not quite under control yet.

She then suggested that we do what she described as “medical numerology” where she took my name, surname and date and time of birth.  I was a bit sceptical, because I am in awe of numbers and their meaning and place in the Universe, but I have my doubts about people applying some basic formula to these details and then telling me what my character is (according to their computer program or their latest and greatest source of numerology).

I was even more sceptical when the doctor told me that the root cause of the dis-ease relates to my father.  She encouraged me to meditate on this, and I reluctantly agreed - because I was not seeing the bigger picture yet.

I was sure she had it wrong, because I had many issues with my mother, but never with my father.

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​I spent a lot of time revisiting memories of my experiences with my father.  He was a good man who accepted the fact that I was always his “different” child, and he was curious about my world and approved of what I did.  I did not put him on a pedestal either, because like all of us, he had his weaknesses - but those weaknesses did not impact on me in any negative way.

The only issue I could come up where my views differed from my father’s views was the fact that he spent his last years confused and in pain and waiting to die.  

The doctor and I then did a session where I held a photograph of my father while she measured my kinesiological responses in various areas of my body.  My reaction to anything neurological or emotional were off the scale - and confirmed her suspicion that the dis-ease related to resistance to my father.

It suddenly made sense to me that my entire body was resisting going forward into a paradigm where he set the example - an example that I would not follow even if it killed me.  The impact on me was that I was emulating his physical symptoms, and I was doing that because I wanted to self-destruct quickly rather than take years to die.

Directly after the realisation I did a meditation, and my father was talking to me as sure as I am sitting here.  He called me by a nickname he always used for me, and in a crystal clear voice he thanked me for breaking the cycle.  I felt incredibly emotional and full of gratitude for the realisation.

After this session I went home and continued using the energy-infused medication, but I realised within a matter of hours that the problem has been resolved and I no longer needed the medication.  

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All the tremors disappeared within about twelve hours, and it took another day or two for the joint pains to disappear. You could have knocked me down with a feather.

Within a week after this realisation I signed a contract with a corporate publisher for two books, and I had five new clients in Canada. I keep a list of ideas for future projects and my creative thoughts exploded - I could barely keep up with writing the ideas down.  At the same time I realised that a financial investment I had made about a decade ago was paying off like I had never expected in my wildest dreams.  
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I have known for a while that I am moving into a phase of my life where spiritual healing is becoming more and more important.  I had no idea that I was going to be the first recipient of this infusion of energy and wisdom, and that this would be part of the springboard for launching the next (and probably not the final) part of my career.
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I am so grateful.  Bring it on!




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I lift my eyes to the mountains …Part II

Is there a solution?  Yes, there is.  You are the solution.

How can I say that when your entire support structure has been taken away from you?  

Look at it this way:  you are still standing - even if it is only just.  All the people who provided your moral compass and told you what is right and wrong have turned out to have feet of clay.

The one constant that is still there, and who ensure that the good guys won this spiritual war, is God.  And no, despite everything that is happening outside of you, God has not forsaken you.  On the contrary.

Does this now mean that you can sit back and wait for God to take over and let you know what to do and believe next? Yes and no. 

Yes, God will make clear to you what you need to do.  No, it is not as simple as listening to a preacher or other figure of authority or switching on the TV - look where all that has got you.  It is not a pretty sight.

​Most people on this planet have been living all their lives in a three-dimensional world of length, width and height, and they have been too happy to be told what to do, and to either follow those instructions to the letter or ignore the instructions.  Which group did the right thing?  Neither.  

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​The group who followed the instructions to the letter are still following those instructions.  Where they are Christians, some of them are very pleased to announce that their god of violence is smiting the enemy in the Red Sea, where the Israelites experienced the same bad action.  These same deeply religious people have been following instructions issued by Satanists to the letter, not even knowing or feeling in their bones that what they have been doing is wrong.  The members of this group need to find a moral compass in the fourth dimension, where they become aware of time and how fluid time is.  

They need to experience the void, or nothingness, where they will only have themselves to face.  This is also known as the dark night of the soul.  A scary thought, but that is the only way to the fifth dimension, where we become fully aware of being spiritual beings having a human experience.  

In the fifth dimension we intuitively understand the difference between right and wrong.  We do not need a lawyer or doctor or preacher of teacher or politician or celebrity to tell us what is right or wrong in each situation.   We simply need to go inside, and consult our moral compass, which has been there all the time, given to us by God.   In the fifth dimension, we become aware of God and we know to follow the God of Love - the One who does not smite anyone with the jawbone of the nearest animal, but who teaches us about unconditional Love for ourselves and for everyone in this world - and out of this world.

Yes, you read correctly.  In the fifth dimension we understand that we are on earth now, but that we share this earth with benevolent entities who are on our side, and who have helped win this spiritual war on our behalf.  If you are still telling the world that you survived this era because you are a member of a certain religious group who prayed harder than other religious groups, or a member of a chosen race, you have a long way to go before you will find your way to and in the fifth dimension.

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​I referred to another group who ignored the instructions from all the different figures of illusionary authority, and who have been left bewildered and breathless, not knowing where to turn next to find a solution.  These are the lucky people.  Yes, you may look down on them as the addicts, the homeless, the drifters, and so on.  Did the thought ever occur to you that they have already questioned all these structures and seen the weaknesses and holes, and that they have already cut themselves loose from structures that stopped working ages ago?  

I am not saying that you need to make the same choices as this group.  The dark night of the soul is an individual experience that looks different for all of us.  You might choose to keep your corporate job while doing this journey.  You might be a disillusioned teacher who will choose to embrace the quantum educational system when it is introduced, or the lawyer who was ready to walk away from their career, but who now wants to retrain in a system of law that does not have any of the flaws of the legal system that has been found wanting.  By making these changes, you may just find your own moral compass and embrace a new way of life and thinking.

We need to be ready for close to seven billion individual journeys to finding and using that moral compass every moment of every day. We are ready because we have a Leader who has never had feet of clay.  We have God, and God never loses.

Namaste.


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I lift my eyes to the mountains …Part I

I always liked to remind people that every day is the end of the world as we know it, and therefore we do not need to fear the end of the world.

This is now even truer than over the past decades of living in a rapidly changing world.  The world has stood on its head since the beginning of 2020, and only now, a year later, do we see that the world is getting back on its feet - but everything is different.

A deeply spiritual World War III has been fought right under our noses and around us, and I never thought I would live to say that the good guys have won.

Let me make this clear: when I say the good guys have won, it does not mean that anything is going back to what we have known as normal.  

Consider the figures of authority that you have known all your life, and where they stand.

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​Maritime law is being pushed aside in favour of common law.  The impact of this change on our lives is phenomenal, and we have not even seen the beginning of it yet.  This means that over the next few years (or even months) the legal structure that we grew up with will be replaced by a lawful structure.  What does that mean?  Imagine a world where the laws that the courts have applied are torn to pieces, and you need to find inside of yourself what is right and wrong.  Can you do that?

I did mention evil instructions, so let us turn to our religious leaders.  That would be the religious leaders who moved heaven and earth to keep the places of worship open, and who insisted that you remember your body is a temple of God, and who reminded you that God is a God of Love.  Oh yes, they were not there.  Why not?  Why did these religious leaders choose to follow instructions given by Satanists to the letter, and to expect their flocks to do the same?

Have I now turned into a new age orthodox or conservative hippie?  Nope.  I did my homework.  I followed the breadcrumbs - and in some instances the loaves and even the trail of bakeries - to the source of these instructions and I believe anyone who has done the same will agree with me that the instructions to deprive us of oxygen and physical comfort (and many other instructions) come straight from Satanists who were all too pleased to see how obedient and docile people can be.  So, there goes another source of instructions for humanity on what to do and how to behave.

At least we can trust the medical profession.  They will stand up as one and raise their collective against depriving people - especially children - of oxygen while they provide the medical care their patients need.  You said no?  You say that desperately ill people who rely on allopathic medicine have been left in the lurch because the medical practitioners also chose to follow the satanic instructions rather than rethink the basis of their medical careers and skills?  You say that medical people perpetuated the illusion of a pandemic because the alternative is to either lose their jobs for standing up to the truth, or to lose out on lucrative incomes from applying irrelevant solutions to a non-existent issue? People, we have a problem. 

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Next.  We can trust politicians, yes?  That would be the same politicians (not just in one country, but worldwide) who are our servants, and who act in our interest.  Oh no, they stopped doing that a long time ago - even before the companies that they work for became bankrupt.  You do not believe me?  Go and find out whether your country is registered as a company, and whether this company is still financially viable.  If the answer is yes to the first question and no to the second question, then you cannot turn to any politicians for the moral guidance you now need for the path ahead.  Oh, and add to that the politicians who completely forgot that they are public servants, and who have been parading around as public dictators who were followed by people who lack a moral compass.  Do you get any idea of the status of the world we have woken up to?

There is still hope - we can turn to celebrities, like we have done for the past few decades, because they have perfect lives.  But here is another obstacle.  It looks like Hollywood has closed down while there are very disturbing investigations of child trafficking and sexual molestation at all levels in the entertainment industry, and to put the cherry on top, these investigations are also linked to religious figures. 

I think I have now outlined the problem.  What do you say?  Do you understand the calamity that is facing you?




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How to Change
Part 3: Learn to Care for Utopia and Your Spirit


In the previous two articles we looked at some aspects of the changes that are happening around us.  

Here is another question:  who is responsible for your environment?  I am not talking about grandiose international schemes where one scientist warns about global warming and another scientist swears that global warming is a hoax.  I am talking about the streets in your neighbourhood, and the potholes in roads between rural towns, and the rivers that have become dumping grounds for all sorts of things that pollute the water.

There is a wonderful grassroots movement in South Africa called Move One Million.  One of their many focus areas is on filling one million trash bags with trash.  As simple as that.  They identify areas where there is no organised refuse removal service (or even worse, where there should be an organised refuse removal service, but the people who are paid for doing this have stolen the funds and are doing nothing) and they fill rubbish bags with rubbish that is carted away.  How sustainable is that? 

In some instances, it is totally sustainable - for example, the rural town where a citizen badgered the town council with over thirty court cases, exposing the corruption and lack of service delivery.  The cherry on top was when the community went to the Supreme Court and obtained the right to manage the service delivery themselves, after dismissing the town council.   Why did this citizen start the actions?  He felt that he simply could no longer be an onlooker to the gross injustice that other people in the town just complained about.   Now other local administrations are following the initiative, which is a way to legally take back what the evil creatures had in their hands for too long.

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​In other instances, I believe the initiative is not quite there yet.  If you clean up the environment, it looks so much better for a week, and then there is still no service delivery.  But hey, this is the beginning of the political awareness that is part of the new era.  Actions in this instance speak louder than words.  The people behind these initiatives chose to put an end to the fearmongering and corruption, and to simply do what needs to be done.

I read about another initiative where a rural tarred road was so full of potholes that the local people stopped using the road because the risk of damage far outweighed the inconvenience of using a less damaged and much longer route.  

As part of this uprising of goodwill towards humanity, the local farmers decided that blame and waiting for action was getting them nowhere.  They pooled resources and fixed all the potholes on the road between two towns (a few kilometres).  Last I heard was that they were working on a different road between two other towns, and the entire community in the area is so fired up that people across artificial boundaries such as race and language have put their differences aside and are working together to repair the roads.  

This is the age of Aquarius, where people look after each other and their environments.  Before this global Covid scam this would probably not have happened, or the agenda would have been spite and blame rather than the positive energy that is now driving those communities.  

Those people in the know about the fall of the cabal describe the waves of change as political awareness that will in time will be followed by a spiritual awareness.  I agree with them.  Spiritual awareness comes over time when people’s vibrations move to a higher dimension, whereas political awareness typically goes through the various stages of grief.  

First there is denial (this is not happening to me or my country), then anger (how dare “they” do this to “me” and “us”). The anger is followed by bargaining (well, in the next election I will vote for the opposition) and then depression (the opposition are just as opportunistic and corrupt as those in power.  We cannot take them out of power, because the system only allows putting them in power.  We are doomed.)  

Then comes the creative acceptance (look, we are in this together.  Focusing on doom and gloom does not help anyone.  Let’s do what we can to make our dreams come true.)  These initiatives that I described above are just some of the indications that in South Africa at least, people are moving quickly into the creative acceptance stage.

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​Does this bring them closer to spiritual awareness?  Yes, of course, but this will not happen overnight.  Even in this day and age, I have new clients approaching me with trepidation for psychic readings and wanting to confirm that what I do is not “future telling” or devil worshipping.  After all the Covid gymnastics and having been forcibly distanced from their religious practices by politicians, many people have realised that their religious leaders have feet of clay. 

I am reminded of a friend who as a goodwill gesture accepted an invitation to attend a special church service.  At the church door, he refused to put on a mask, because, quite rightly, he is healthy and takes ownership of his body.  He also knew about a High Court order declaring the wearing of masks to be illegal.  He was told “no mask, no entry” and when he asked what Jesus would do, the preacher assured him that Jesus would wear a mask.  Figure that one out for yourself.

This is the beginning of the time where many people will discover that God is not on a pulpit, but inside them.  They will discover that their actions are their decisions, and that they cannot pass their lack of ownership for their actions and beliefs on to Jesus or Allah or anyone else who will stand in for their goodness while they continue to act against their true loving nature.  

I do not need to remind you that wearing a mask or getting an injection masquerading as a vaccine are not options that I will ever choose.  These are my decisions, and I have done my homework.   However, I also learnt from the past year how judgmental I can be.  For a time, I tried very hard, both in person and via social media, to convince everyone who wanted to listen - and especially those who did not want to listen, of the proven facts behind these two atrocities.  

I eventually realised that for some people their path on earth will end (in my human view prematurely) because they give in to fear and allow this gross abuse of their bodies, while there are other people who do not need any convincing.  

I realised that I should know better.  I always say that when it comes to spirituality and spiritual beliefs, I never try and convince people of my views.  However, then I caught myself trying to convince people how they need to increase their lifespan on earth by deciding the same things I decided.  That is none of my business. My passion is to give people hope and a belief in the future.  Fearmongering is none of my business, even when I know in my heart of hearts that I have my facts straight.  Respecting the choices of others, whether they are the same as my choices or different from my choices, is what I must do.

God spoke inside me and He always does.  All I need to do is listen and keep my judgment to myself.

I want to encourage you to ask many questions and educate yourself.  Yes, by all means, scour the internet and any other source of information that you choose.  How will you know that you are dealing with the truth?  Go inside.  Ask yourself: does what I just heard or read or saw resonate with me?  Or should I look further and ask more questions?  What do I need to make peace with and what do I need to change?

What I can say to you from the bottom of my heart is that jumping off a cliff because “everyone else does it” does not qualify as change in any shape or form.  It is purely an indication that once you have splattered on the rock of ignorance, you will reincarnate for another life and you will have to find those truths anyway.

Namaste.




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How to change
Part 2: Learn to cope with living in Utopia


As I indicated in part 1 of this article, I had heard the astounding argument from a colleague about me “being resistant to change”.  

Are you aware of GESARA?  If not, ignore the mainstream media and do your research.  I will give you just three indications of how GESARA will change our lives in the not-too-distant future - no matter which country you live in.

Any bank loan you have will be forgiven overnight - you will no longer owe the bank anything.  You will no longer need to pay income tax.  You will only need to pay sales tax on new and non-essential items.  Over a period of time, you will be refunded all the income tax that you have paid over your lifetime.  And lastly, you will receive an amount of money that will be enough to cover your living expenses.  There are many more changes that will come with GESARA, but these should be enough to get your attention.

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​Doesn’t that sound wonderful?

It does.  Nobody needs to work for an income because the income will be there.  All you need to do is spend that income.  Here is the snag.  If nobody needs to earn a living, who will grow the vegetables and make clothes and build houses?   This made me realise that one thing will not change despite this change in our finances.  People who lacked drive and a backbone before GESARA will lack drive and a backbone after the advent of GESARA.  People who only care about themselves today will only care about themselves in future, unless it is part of their destiny to have an experience like the Tower in tarot and come to different insights.

People who are passionate about what they do will continue to do what they are passionate about - regardless of the income, because there will be enough.  Are you ready for that?  Are you ready to spend the rest of your life indulging in your passion and enriching humanity rather than just yourself?  Can you tell me what your passion is?  Or are you stuck in resentment and regret and other emotions because of the way you have earned a living for the past how many years?  

What will you do with your life once you have all the freedom in the world to do whatever you want to do?  I have my answers ready, and I am already doing that.

Speaking of food production.  I do not know if you have noticed that a micro-movement of supporting local producers is growing - at least in the area I am living in.  I am fully in support of ignoring the large retailers who have solidly bought into the notion of forcing people to choose between breathing and eating.  I avoid them like the plague and prefer to buy directly from the farmer.  In my experience, these farmers grow their product with pride and passion.  They are happy to sell their produce locally now that the export markets have come to a virtual standstill.  

This new development is wonderful for the farmers, but the downside is that their distribution business is growing quicker than they expected.  I approached one of these farmers whose business was bursting at the seams and suggested that they use a website with payment options to manage their growing business.  I was not looking for a job - I already do not have enough hours in the day.  My intention was to simply share my knowledge and experience with people who obviously knew nothing about building or running a website.  I already know we are entering a new world where loving your neighbour and doing things for humanity rather than greed will be paramount.

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The farmers were only too happy to get my advice.  The first thing I told them was to ensure at all costs that their domain name is registered in their name, since their business belongs to them.  I ended my discussion with them by advising them that whoever assists them with the website should focus on making them independent, in other words build the website, and then give them a simple manual for adding or removing products, and for managing the financial side of the business.

Then a lurker approached them with an irresistible offer.  He had already registered a website for them, and he had already started writing custom code for them, and doesn’t it look beautiful?  All they needed to do was tell him what else they wanted on the website, and he would provide more custom code, and Bob’s your uncle.  Payment for his generosity?  Nooo … he will only take a commission on everything they sell, because he understands that this is a new business and there are no funds yet.  And everything is wonderful.

Someday these farmers will realise that their business has been stolen from under their noses.  They will discover that they do not have ownership of the domain.  They will discover that all that beautiful custom code is the intellectual property of the lurker.  They will not be able to prove how much money the lurker has siphoned off their business and hidden away by means of that wonderful custom code. They will realise that it will cost them a fortune to either buy the domain and custom code (and why on earth would the lurker want to sell a golden goose) or register a new domain, build a new website and have their business back.  

And the lurker told me in so many words that these farmers were not his first “customers” - this is his business model, and he is immensely proud of himself for seeing and taking the opportunity to do what he does.

Welcome to the new world where some people will learn about integrity the hard way.  On which side of the fence are you?


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How to change
Part 1: Rely on figures of authority at your peril


It is now a year after this global circus has kicked off.  Many people still believe and are waiting to “get back to normal”, while many other people by now understand that the world will never be the same again.  

There is a lot of insecurity about how the future will look and what we can expect and not expect.

Our children have missed a year of schooling now (yes, there was some attempt at online schooling which neither the children nor the teachers were ready for), and we now have an entire generation who will forever carry a fear of germs in their psyche.  

Yes, I am referring to germs (plural) because the so-called virus is a germ that was manufactured in a laboratory and patented before being distributed, and everyone is encouraged to scrub themselves with chemicals so that they don’t even ingest healthy germs to ensure that their immune system is maintained.

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A well-meaning colleague asked me the other day when I was going to go and get my “vaccine”.  I said that firstly it is not a vaccine (it is an injection) and that secondly, I would rather run into a brick wall than be injected with poison.

Do you know what her response was?  “I had no idea that you had such a resistance to change.  I have my vaccine booked already.”  I did not even begin to comprehend on what level to respond to this firstly and secondly and thirdly, so I just left it at that and focused on the work to be done.

So, which part of the change that we are already experiencing am I “resisting”?

I will make some comments here, and then leave it to you to either wriggle your head deeper into the sand or do your own research.  Sadly, watching mainstream TV and listening to mainstream news does not qualify as research.  Once you have switched off your TV and radio and stopped reading the newspapers, you will find many sources of information online.  How will you know which sources are credible?  That is your first lesson: trust your gut - not your pastor or teacher or doctor or neighbour.  

You can no longer rely on people who have failed you and who have their own agendas.  How can I say that?  
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Can you rely on any schoolteacher who forces children to wear a mask that deprives them of breath, and who puts the fear of God into those children because “a virus” will kill them if they breathe freely as God intended?  Should anyone who prevents children from having physical contact because they are told to do so even be let loose near healthy children?  Why did these teachers and headmasters forget at the stroke of a pen everything that they were taught about looking after the wellbeing of children?  And my God - those “school psychologists” who threw their education in the nearest bin and instead designed initiatives to “help children adapt to social descanting and wearing masks” - I see red even thinking about them.  Do they have any idea what they have helped inflict to millions of children?  Do they have any remorse?  

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How many preachers - of ANY denomination and ANY religious or faith group - have raised their voices against what has been done to cut people off from their places of worship and their religion?  Why did they all just roll over and say nothing?  Why did they not give their congregations hope and get their facts straight?  Instead, they relied on canned fruit video sermons on social media and debit orders to continue receiving their tithes.  What would Jesus do?

How many medical people - not just doctors, but also dentists, nurses, chiropractors etc. have questioned the draconian measures that have deprived people of their right to breathe freely?  

I took my cat to the vet the other day for inoculations.  This was about a year after the mask-nonsense started.  When the vet and I and my cat were alone in a room, the vet asked me to put on a mask.  I asked him why, and his response was “that’s the law”.  I explained to him that there was no such law, and that the regulations he was referring to were not only not legally enforceable, but in direct contradiction to a High Court case against the government, which the government had lost months ago.  

He then said that he was “just looking after his own health and the health of his staff”.  I explained to this medically trained man that all humans were designed to breathe in oxygen and breathe out carbon dioxide.  I told him that after a year of overdosing himself on carbon dioxide and depriving his body of oxygen, his immune system is already so weakened that he is at risk of some bacterial infection himself, and that therefore he is a risk to my health rather than the other way round.  I also reminded him that we are both the result of the same schooling system, and that I was referring to basic biology concepts that he was taught at an early age.  This is a medically trained man that quite willingly had the wool pulled over his eyes.

And he is not the only one.  I had similar experiences at a dental practice and at a medical practice where I went to see a chiropractor.  These medical people would rather risk their own health and the health of their staff for no valid reason, than stand up against this travesty and risk losing their medical licences.

Not too long ago - in the good old days - we were able to rely on our neighbour for help if needed - that is what good neighbours do.  Not any longer.  Nowadays neighbours would be just too happy to make a self-righteous call to the police to report anyone who breathes freely, hugs a loved one or carry on with normal friendly social interaction.  

Some people have always respected the choices and decisions of others, and that comes natural to them.  Live and let live.  This will not change.
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Other people have always lived their lives by observing and criticising others - just have a look at those celebrity magazines and listen to people criticising politicians while they themselves are not lifting a finger to improve their environment or the governance of their immediate environment.  This will only change when the snitches finally see the light and understand the Golden Rule of “Love your neighbour like you love yourself”.


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What is Spiritual Leadership? 

We live in a time where leadership is critical.  We all know by now that political leadership got us where we are, and as a result everything around us are breaking or being derailed.  Sadly, religious leadership has been absent since the beginning of this massive change for humanity.  Economic leadership seems to have taken a backseat in many countries.  Moral leadership is a possible way out of this quagmire, but whose morals do we accept?  We know what we do not want, but that does not mean we know what we do want. 

Over the last few decades, I have learnt that Spirit has the answer to everything - from highly spiritual questions to very practical matters.  The only answer I have not managed to get yet is why I do not have green fingers like my dad had - but then that is probably because I am not seriously looking for an answer to that one. 

I have over the past year been exposed to what I initially regarded as spiritual leadership.  I have learnt that when someone claims to get instructions from Spirit, I am the last one to question that -because we all get instructions from Spirit daily in some shape or form. 

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​I have also learnt that Spirit sometimes gives us instructions to follow, and other times Spirit gives us guidance, so that we then need to get up off our chairs, roll up our sleeves, and apply every practical skill and every piece of knowledge that Spirit has imparted to us over our lifetimes.  Where a spiritual leader says, “I only follow Spirit’s instructions” and does nothing else, I want to ask why this cop-out is used.  There is a universal law - I call it the Law of Opportunity - which I have been aware of for many years.  My belief is that I take every opportunity that comes my way, and either add it to my long-running project plan or run with it now if that feels right. In my experience Spirit provides the open door and the elbow grease, but we need to walk through that door and start working. 

I have also learnt that Spirit gives instructions that come from Universal Love.  In a world where the business model for many individuals and businesses revolves around me, myself and I, Spirit gives instructions that embrace humanity, and that teaches us all the time that there is enough of everything for everyone on this planet.  When we embrace that Spiritual guidance and become willing to learn how and where to share, everything flows and flourishes. 

Another important aspect of guidance from Spirit which comes from Universal Love, is that Spirit never goes against Itself.  When a spiritual leader talks about using violence to achieve a goal - whether it is physical or verbal violence - I am no longer surprised that one door after another closes for that leader.  There is another Universal Law: what you sow, you will reap.  For me it is important that a spiritual leader must sow hope and a future vision and embrace a dimension that is free of the obstacles and curveballs of this dimension.  I am not just talking about a global vision of hope and Love that transcends into eternity.  I am talking about simple things that people see and hear. 

​For example, a very well-known spiritual leader with a global following made it clear that he encourages the wearing of masks (and the accompanying message of fear) because that was the instruction from “the powers that be”.  That confirmed my view that he is an excellent marketer rather than a spiritually connected leader whose aim is to take away fear and offer a future.  If another spiritual leader makes it clear that one form of prayer is more acceptable than another form of prayer and weeds out his followers based on this view, I also wonder. 

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When a person receives “flavour of the week” instructions from Spirit and sways like a willow in the wind, I scratch my head in confusion.  But that is my own view.  I believe that Spirit guides each one of us on what to do and which direction to take.  I personally experience that guidance as “a deep sense of knowing” - like a river flowing.  As long as you go with the flow, you get more and more confirmation, and you achieve more and more. 

​I have had lots of confirmation of this in many readings I have done over the years.  When you are convinced in your mind that you know which way the river must flow, you will be disappointed at every turn, because you will discover that the river runs its course just like it has always done - regardless of what you know or think you know.  However, this “deep sense of knowing” keeps you on track and keeps you in the river - even when you hit white waters or a pond.  This is where patience and trust come in. 

A spiritual leader understands the immense power of words and will not put people down when they have different or opposing views.  It is so true that the pen - and the tongue - are both much mightier than the sword, and that words contain their own magic. 

I have also over the past year learnt that spiritual leadership does not necessarily come from people who declare themselves to be spiritual or religious.  I have learnt so much from various people based in different countries who have established their own communication channels so that the rest of the world can receive clear and well researched solid information.  Some of them initially declared themselves to be religious - and it may be my own prejudice, but I waited - and lo and behind, the nails are coming out to scratch, because you can only maintain a façade of righteousness for so long.  Others are overflowing with spiritual jargon, and they are ready to provide the most outlandish claims in the name of spirituality - mostly because of their connections with entities from other planets.  I am not saying they are all wrong, but sometimes I wonder… 

And then there are the true spiritual leaders who will never even think of themselves as such, because they see themselves as financial or medical experts (or experts in other worldly fields) but their words and actions are so pure and inclusive and grounded in Love that you feel the connection with them every time. 

Spiritual leadership is the way forward, and this bridging period is the time for us to discover who our true spiritual leaders are.  They are the ones who see a future filled with hope and Love and trust. 

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​Keep Calm and Take a Deep Breath

I have been reading up on chi and being aware of the life force and how we manage our awareness of that life force.

It struck me how unaware we as Westerners are of our breathing.  You might say “what a strange thing to say.  Of course I am aware of my breathing.”  Did you remove your mask when you said that, or did you mumble the words through a mask while thinking how wonderful it would be to breathe freely again?

I needed to have a broken tooth fixed recently.  When I entered the dental surgery, the first thing the receptionist said was “please put on your mask”.  I did not do it.  And no, it was not a political statement from my side.  Since when is breathing freely a political statement?  I simply continued breathing as my body as designed - good oxygen in, used stuff out - and away from me.  This was at a dental surgery - where the dentist is a trained medical expert who chooses to ignore the most basic human act of breathing to retain the life force.  Why?

We all learned the basics of breathing in primary school.  Like I said: good oxygen in, used stuff out - and away from me.  At what point did you stop remembering that?  At what point did you hand control over your body over to a complete stranger?

You don’t need to be psychic to realise that we are heading to a self-fulfilling prophecy - where people will have respiratory infections that will be ascribed to an unproven virus.  Brace yourself:  the respiratory infections will to a large extent be the result of your personal decision to deprive your body from the oxygen it needs.  Utter stupidity is not a virus - it is a way of thinking.  When will you be taking that ownership of your body back?

I have cancelled my gym membership because “health experts” expected me to deprive myself of a few deep breaths after any exercise.  Are they in such a deep hypnotic state that they don’t understand what they are doing to themselves and others?  Instead, I am now studying tai chi which requires breathing in and out as part of each exercise.

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What really gets my blood pressure up is parents who don’t ask a single question to determine what rights they have, but instead demand that their children are deprived of breath whenever they leave their homes.  Those parents (and teachers and those so-called school psychologists) should be fighting with every fibre in their being for the health and wellbeing of their children.  What do they do instead?  If any parent had done this to a child two years - or even a year - ago, then there would have been outcries of child abuse.  What has changed?  

Parents are slowly depriving their children of their health and their ability to breathe freely and retain good health, because the parents are obedient.  Teachers are enforcing rules that don’t make sense on any level, because they - adults with brains - are told to do so.  Psychologists throw their most basic training out of the window to get onto the bandwagon and provide guidelines for children to cope with being deprived of breath and freedom of movement and being touched.  I would not let such a psychologist loose in a chicken coop, never mind a school full of children.  Such parents don’t deserve the blessing of children, and the people in authority over these children will end up in a special kind of hell for not speaking out, but rather depriving children of good, healthy breathing and living.

I will now go and take a few deep breaths outside so that I can calm down, and then continue to honour my body and breathe the way God intended me to. 

What are you waiting for?

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The Passion of Dust

This article documents a beautiful and crystal-clear dream I had.  It is all about dealing with your baggage and those emotional issues that you would rather avoid because they still hurt.

In the dream I entered a very old, deserted house - but then I discovered that parts of the house were neglected and dirty, whereas other parts were squeaky clean.  I realised this was my house, and I was in fact living in the house.  The house was huge and double storied.  

For some reason I was only using the downstairs rooms, and I really wanted to go to the first floor, but something prevented me.

Every time I approached the stairs, I turned away - because the stairs were so dusty that I did not want to use them.  I preferred to stay downstairs rather than clean those stairs.

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​It took me a while to realise why those stairs were so dusty.  Whenever I wanted to step on the stairs, I hesitated, because I knew that I would stir up the dust, and that would have meant me dealing with the dust and cleaning those stairs one by one.

Spirit guided me to step hard on the first step.  There was a cloud of dust.  I waited for the dust to settle down.  Then I stepped on the stair again, and there was a smaller cloud of dust.  I had to step on the stair several times before I could see there was no dust left.

I felt incredible relief and joy and gratitude.

I then repeated the same process for each of the stairs, until I could reach the landing on the first floor.

Then I felt like I was finally home.  I looked down and saw that there were still some dusty spots in the corners of the stairs.  With a spring in my step, I fetched a cloth and cleaned each one of those stairs, until they were shining like the downstairs room.

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When I woke up, I realised that this is how we need to deal with our baggage.  Get each piece out in the open and expect that there will be strong emotions - the passion of the dust that gathered over time.  Deal with the emotions, and then move to the next step.  You may need to step hard on the dust each time you move one step up, or each time you step on a step that you had previously avoided.  

If you want to reach that place of gratitude and joy, this is the only way you can reach it.  Jumping from the ground floor to the top floor of your spiritual home is not an option - the dust will keep gathering and bring you down until you have done all your cleaning.

And yes, some steps may need more cleaning than others.  That is OK.  Imagine the satisfaction of looking down from the landing and noticing the remaining dust, and simply wiping it away.  That is a far better option than avoiding those dusty stairs for the foreseeable future and limiting yourself to the ground floor of your spiritual mansion.

I love the way Spirit teaches us what is important!


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God Has the Answers 

Having and raising children are probably one of the greatest mysteries that God gave us.  There is no manual, and sometimes it appears there is no rhyme or reason behind God’s decisions.  But there is.  There always is.  We just need to keep our faith and focus on the future and on the fact that God is never wrong.

A person attempts suicide because they firmly believe this is the way out of a life where they have made one decision after another that brought them to the brink.  They ensure that it is only an attempted suicide and keep a safety net for being found on time, so that their life can be saved.  Their focus is entirely on themselves and on what they believe they want and need.

I have had to deal with attempted suicides of clients and friends in my life, and each time the question comes up:  Is trying to take your life a cowardly act or one of the bravest things anyone can do?  I cannot give you the answer, because I have never been in the shoes of someone who did this.  

What I can give you are observations from a recent attempted suicide and the consequences for the person and their loved ones.

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​In this instance the person has had difficulty functioning normally for years.  Their only solution is to consume prescription medication and refuse any other help of any kind, until they reach the end of the usefulness of that particular medication.  Then their whole life implodes, and there is an attempted suicide, and then the cycle starts again.

In my book Deep Blue: A Guide to Empowerment Healing the following was dictated to me: “Why would a person want to kill themselves?  Most of the time it is because they have lost all contact with the Source – or so they think.  Even with the strongest energy blockage, the contact with the Source is always there.  The denial is in the Mind of the person.”

So is a failed suicide a cry for help, or a devastating act of manipulation?  I do not know.

What I can tell you is that in this instance three women were affected in different ways by this one act, and the answers will still come for each one of them.

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​One woman had a heart-rending question: why is it that an intelligent person why had all the opportunities in the world and beautiful children keeps choosing to end their life with the intention of failing, while her son who had so much to live for was taken from her in an instant and left her broken?

Another woman was heartbroken - yet again - with her own question:  why is it that God never trusted her to raise her own child which she would have loved and cherished to the end of her days, but instead only trusted her to observe time and again how a child can destroy a parent?

And the third woman had to make peace - again - with being a mother who never did anything but love and care and help, only to face rejection time and again in so many different ways.

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The only answer I have is that these experiences are part of our destiny, and therefore we will get the answers, if not in this life, then once we leave this life and continue our journeys in eternal life.  

Yes, life is eternal and cannot be destroyed.  In my book Deep Blue: A Guide to Empowerment Healing this answer is given: “…where the blockage is from a previous suicide, the healing is intense – like amputating a gangrenous limb to save a person’s life.  In this instance the person does not need that ‘limb’ in the first place, and the healing that takes place is very deep.

We restore the faith of the person in the Source, and this healing results in a completely different outlook on life and a completely different lifestyle “.   If not in this life, then in the next life.  We need to trust in God to deliver on this …



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Spirit Has an Answer

Recently an old friend died - not that he was so old.  He went before retirement age, and we have not had contact for over four decades.  But he was a friend.  Until religion interfered.

His passing scratched open wounds from my teenage years that I thought I had made peace with.  

This man was a lovely, intelligent boy with a good nature and a kind heart.  He was also from a different religion - and a different language and culture.  He was keen on me, and the feeling was mutual.  We were teenagers, exploring relationships and being adults.  

When I realised that this was more than a passing interest, I was happy and concerned - so concerned that I went to see the minister.  I had many questions about the ethical and moral rights and wrongs of having a relationship with someone from a different religious group.  I am not talking about anything extreme.  He was a Methodist, and I was in the Dutch Reformed Church, which made us both Protestants.  The point was that he was not a member of the Dutch Reformed Church.

Today this sounds like a laughable exaggeration, but at the time my world was wobbly because of the magnitude of the decision I had to make about the relationship.  The easy way out was to stop seeing him, which is what I did.  I knew I had hurt him, and I was hurt, but the blinkers were solidly in place.

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​Now, four decades later, I know how incredibly childish and immature that decision was, and how different my life would have been if I bit the bullet and broke away from that restrictive cult.  In my defence, I was a teenager who grew up in a God-fearing home and I only discovered in years that God is in fact a God of love.

During that same period, when I was already a young adult, my best friend got married.  I did not attend her wedding.  Why on earth not?  Because she was a member of the Apostolic Faith Mission - where people actually enjoy going to church, and they show it with music and singing and praising God.  My fear and indoctrination were such that I could not even see my way open to attend her wedding.  That was cruel, but at the time it was the only option that I could see.

The friendship remained strong, and she actually attended my wedding.

That memory represented another big loss to me, and to this day I can remember being at home on that day, wishing with all my heart that I could share my friend’s big day and her joy, but at the same time knowing that the ostracism following the decision to attend would have been unbearable.  

Little did I know that about a decade later, I would experience that same ostracism at full blast anyway when I got divorced.

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​Over the years I had more experiences that confirmed for me how vicious religious people can be.  I worked in Ireland, a country still in the grip of a smothering Catholic Church, and saw the worst side of religious judgment - where a mass grave of babies and orphans was discovered at a convent, and where children in general were not safe from any men or the cloth.  I lived in England, where it is totally acceptable to remain married and have several relationships after leaving the marital home, because of the social and religious judgment of the Church of England if you actually go through with a divorce.  I am not sitting in moral judgment.  Spirituality has taught me the importance of finishing unfinished business, and the church does not allow that.

Does this mean everything about religious is bad?  On the contrary.  If you read the holy scriptures of many religious, you will find the gems and the beauty in each one of them.  And of course, there are many good people for whom religion and their religious practices form a resting place for their feet.

For me spirituality is my home and my comfort.  There is nothing that cannot be resolved by Spirit, and there is no greater solace than what I get form communing with Spirit.  

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​I was a qualified psychologist for many years and gave up that title because I encountered situations where no amount of psychological training could help me.  

As a psychologist and a Christian, I was never taught in which box to put the person who came to me, desperate for help halfway during a sex change and feeling suicidal.  Spirit had an answer.

As a psychologist and a Christian, I was never taught what is the best way to council a prisoner who called me from death row in the US two days before his execution, for a psychic reading.  Spirit had an answer.

I have since been through experiences in my own life that got me close to breaking point, and I was able to learn and see patterns and get explanations that do not appear in any religious scripture or academic textbook.  I now help people who go through similar experiences.  Spirit had an answer.



Listen and Do

This is a time to get straight to the point. The world – not just South Africa – is dithering precariously on the precipice, and it is up to each one of us how we deal with this situation.

We are heading for a showdown between good and evil. Who will win? I saw a video not so long ago where a participant in a debate stated that the outcome of the current madness is predestined by God, and God never loses. That truly hit me between the eyes and in my heart.
GOD NEVER LOSES.
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​Does that mean we need to simply sit back and wait for God to do His thing, so that we can go back to our convenient old routines again? Clearly not – we cannot return to division and hatred and “my religion is better than yours” and “let’s pray for all the people of one skin colour at the exclusion of another”. None of that is valid any longer. All of that belongs to the Age of Pisces, and we have left all of it behind us.

We are now in the Age of Aquarius. We are waking up to a new world – a world of looking after each other and sharing our future. We are entering a world where it is always clear who will win the race between good and evil. We are also understanding more and more that it is not for us to decide what is good and what is evil.

IF IT IS NOT FOR US TO DECIDE
WHAT IS GOOD AND WHAT IS EVIL,
THEN HOW WILL WE KNOW THE DIFFERENCE?
​We will know when we allow God (or whatever you want to call your Maker) to talk straight into our hearts. We will know when we look a person in the eyes and see the goodness there. Our eyes never lie, and remember, the eyes are the windows to the soul. Not the skin colour. The eyes.

We need to take care of each other, and we need to stand together.

How should we stand together? There is only one answer to this. We need to stand together in prayer and in meditation – not because God needs any help, but because we need to be willing to receive clear instructions from God – and those instructions will be founded in Love.
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This is not the time to take up arms – leave that for the people who need most of our prayers, no matter the reason why they feel that the solution is to take up arms against their fellow citizens. In this country we have been there and done that, and we all know where it got us. What we should rather do is pray that those who believe in an eye for an eye, or those who are instructed to take the lives of other people in the name of duty, must feel a stirring in their hearts to put down their arms and stand with the rest of humanity in prayer against evil.

This is not about helping an Almighty God – it is rather about helping ourselves and our loved ones to listen to the instructions from a loving God. The more we are willing to listen, the clearer the instructions will be.

Am I writing this on behalf of any religion? Definitely not – I am not religious at all. Am I trying to convince anyone to leave their religion? Definitely not – who am I to tell anyone what to believe? Am I writing this for the people of one country? Definitely not – this situation touches everyone in the world – both the perpetrators and those who want to see Love win this situation.

I am writing this to say pray to God in whichever way and pledge your faith, and then meditate so that you can get clear instructions from God, no matter what the basis of your faith or religious beliefs are. These are our strongest weapons. Let us use them.

Namaste.



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Did you guess right? 
 
I have many regular clients in different countries who get psychic readings for their own or business issues.  Quite often I feel that I learn more from the readings than they do.  

One of the lessons that I am often reminded of is that it is not a good idea to second guess Spirit.  Of course, my readings are not always 100% accurate, because I am human, and I need to listen carefully and ensure I convey what I am given. 

I had a client who was not happy in her job.  People who get readings from me know that I do not ask many questions.  I first connect and give everything I receive, and then I answer any remaining questions.  I received an image of this client with a briefcase in one hand and a passport in the other hand, boarding a plane with a one-way ticket to her destination.  It was as clear as day to me that she was going to accept a job in a different country, and that she was going to move from one country to another.  It turned out that she was from Estonia and based in the UK, and ready to move to either Brazil or Peru - she had applied for jobs in both countries.  After I had described to her the image that was given to me and confirmed that she would be leaving the UK and the reason would be her acceptance of a job in a different country, I asked if she had any questions.  She had one: “Am I going to get a job in another country and move away from the UK?”.   

All I can say is that maybe she was not ready to hear what I had told her. 

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Another client in England had a problem with damp in a corner house he owned.  He had tried everything to get rid of the damp, and after two years was at the end of his tether.  I told him that there was a leaking water pipe on the sidewalk that ran parallel with the railway line.  He had two issues with this answer:  the damp was on the opposite side of the house, and there was no railway line near the property.  However, this client trusted and went away to investigate.  He called me about two weeks later, quite excited.  It turned out that there was a disused railway line that very few people knew about, around 200 yards from the house.  He started digging, not on the sidewalk, but just inside the boundary.  The water pipe he uncovered was Victorian and ran underneath the house to the other side of the house, where the damp was.  He then got permission to dig up the sidewalk and fixed the leak within days.  He told me a few months later that the issue had been completely resolved.  He trusted and so did I. 

I have a client in Scotland who, after over a decade of regular readings, still struggle with anything he receives that is not precise.  My suspicion is that Spirit is by now teasing him and giving him precise information, but not on his timescale.  He has an issue with an ancient property and some jiggery-pokery happening with his neighbour, who is hellbent on abusing an ancient law to get the property for next to nothing.  In short, the current owner must prove access on an existing road for at least 20 years, or else the access road cannot be regarded as part of the property.  My client could only prove access for about 17 years, and the crooked neighbour wanted to use this fact to devalue the property - to ensure that anyone can only access the huge property on foot.  The neighbour even went as far as erecting a locked gate to prevent access, claiming that he had a right to do so. 

About a year ago I told the client two things: Firstly, an important man will take up his case and that will result in publicity.  Secondly, my client will sell the property to a buyer who will save the day by telling my client about a little-known law that will swing the situation in his favour. 

Of course Mr Impatient wanted to know the exact surname of the important man and the new buyer, and on which exact dates each one will come knocking at his door, and as much detail about each one as possible, so that he can be prepared and “not miss anything”. 

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​And then nothing happened for months on end.  The important man was not the council employee in charge of the case, or the solicitor, or the Lord of the Manor.  So, who was it?  And when would this man appear? 

The property was on the market, and no buyers came forward for months.  When will the buyers come knocking on the door?  What colour car do they drive?  Will there be one or two people?  What price will they offer? 

Sorry - I could not tell - because it was not even revealed to me.  Patience is a virtue. 

About nine months after this information was revealed to me (and my client) I had an extremely excited client on the line.  The “important man” was no less than the local Member of Parliament who got wind of the situation, called my client, and added the facts to his campaign for clean governance. 

The buyer, who happened to discover in a social situation that the house was for sale, made an offer, and my client made a counteroffer for the buyer’s smaller house.  This suited both parties to a tee and the paperwork flowed.   

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My client, being the honest man that he is, was upfront about the legal wrangle around the access road. 

Oh, said the new buyer.  There is a little-known law in Scotland which states that if anyone maintains the verge of an access road that borders on his neighbour’s property, as well as the access road, for ten years, then ownership of BOTH verges and the access road defaults to the party who can prove maintenance for ten years.   

You cannot imagine how happy this man was once he had confirmed the existence of the law and his claim of ownership. 

The bottom line is:  we are not told everything, and what we hear is sometimes not what we want to hear.  I am not for a moment saying that every psychic is accurate every time - we are human, and we must listen carefully.  But patience is a virtue, and often a healthy dose of faith and common sense need to be added to any psychic reading. 


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The Craziness of Fear

Let me start off by reminding you that fear is an acronym for False Expectations Appearing Real.

Look around you. What is your current reality?  Why do you allow this to be your current reality?  We both know the answer: fear.  Fear of the future - which doesn’t even exist yet, because we are here and now, and this is the only place where we can be.  Fear of being arrested for living a normal life - and because so many people have this fear, everyone is convincing themselves and their neighbours that it is OK to have fear.

Judgment has gone out of the window.  People are all too willing to believe that a mask - of any kind - can prevent a virus that is not even airborne from being spread.  How can you spread a virus by breathing out what your body no longer needs?  How can you breathe out a virus that can only spread by touch?  

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​Or maybe you can spread this virus by breathing out what your body no longer needs.  If that is the case, how far should you be from another person to prevent the spread?  Is it 1.5 metres or 2 metres?  Based on what research?

I can cite here so many examples of the most nonsensical behaviour that is accepted and practised based on fear.  

What is behind all this? Nope - I will not write about politics and that unnamed threat and broken systems and what else.  

Let me tell you about the immense power of what happens between your ears daily.  

We are all energy, right?  Of course.  Energy is in the form of a wave until we add consciousness and then the energy becomes a particle - and many particles become a thing, and that thing materialises.  

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So what we have here is a few billion people who tuned into the same reality that is fear-based, because they don’t understand the power of their thoughts and how they are creators every day of their lives. And if you don’t create your future, there is always someone who is willing to do it on your behalf.

I see every day how people cross red robots or stop signs - because they are not afraid of the consequences.  Show me one person that has never broken any law anywhere or at any time in their life, and I will show you a saint.  

Show me one person who is not complaining about the laughable restrictions - not in one country, but across the world, and I will show you a person who understands the power of thought.  

We are living with broken legal and governance systems.  We complain about our broken world every day.  We focus our thoughts on making things around us more broken.

What if we take those same thoughts and we allow ourselves to think about a future where we create what we need for the greater good, and we don’t spend any time, money or energy on fear?  


Search on the internet for this book: The Science of Getting Rich.

It is over 100 years old, and it is easy to read.  It will blow your mind, and it will help you understand that our future depends not on how many rules we follow, but on how we use our thoughts to create a future.


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Age of Aquarius (Part 2)

If you are familiar with crop circles, you will know how these crop circle patterns have told a story over the last two decades that have become more complex and more fascinating every year.  And if you thought that crop circles only occur in European countries, think again.  There have been crop circles in parts of Kwa Zulu Natal in South Africa for many years, and they also appear in various European countries and even in the United States.

Over the past century there have also been quantum leaps (pun intended) in quantum physics which explain and confirm many aspects of spirituality as not just intuitive, but facts that can be proven.

The Age of Aquarius is about challenging conventions. 

For me, this is not about lawlessness - on the contrary.  The whole movement of Aquarius is about inspiring change towards in the world, starting with yourself, towards inclusiveness and acceptance.  

We still have a long way to go.  The current situation is bringing to the foreground all sorts of petty limitations that need to disappear.  For example, a person complains about the enforced house arrest which is resulting in people going hungry - which in my view is a crime against humanity.  It so happens that the complainant has a skin colour that is identifiable from their name.  The immediate response is “yes, but you voted for the ruling party - see what you got now” when the response should be “how can I extend my hand to you and either give you food or arrange for you to get food - even when it means non-violent civil disobedience?”.

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When this state of house arrest (also known as lockdown) started, a complaint that was voiced on numerous occasions was “I expected by domestic helper/nanny/gardener to move into the garage for the time being so that they can continue providing comfort for me and my family.  They turned down my very generous offer and are now staying with their families while I have to clean up after myself.  Some people’s actions make no sense to me.”  If you just spit out your coffee while reading this, I would love to know why.

These are simple examples but based on that I want to ask you a question.  What are you doing right now to make this world a better place for everyone, regardless of their race, creed, gender, or belief system?  Are you at the forefront of the change or are you still looking for someone to blame for the changes that are resulting in a brave new world?

The Age of Aquarius will teach us to look out for each other.  The coming times are humanitarian and definitely not destructive.  We will be required to be rational and objective, while using our hearts.  We will be expected to reach across all borders - not just social borders, but country borders and in fact any border that divides us from our neighbours - because “love your neighbour” is now even more imperative than it has been in any previous Age.

Each one of us will from now on be required to take responsibility for ourselves as well as for those around us.  This is not negotiable.

The flip side of this coin is that if you had any intention to look for the nearest person to take responsibility for you (like Jesus was supposed to do before he disappeared), that is not the solution.  It is time for you to take responsibility for yourself in the first place, and then for those around you.  It is not time for you to find another saviour while you shirk your responsibility.  It is time to get up and go.  You can, and you must.


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Welcome to the Age of Aquarius (Part 1) 

I am sure you are familiar with the line “This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius” from the musical Hair from the 60s.

Guess what?  We are right inside the dawning of the Age of Aquarius.  But what does it mean?  

The constellations change to a new zodiac sign roughly every 2 150 years.  I am using the word “roughly” because time is a man-made concept that helps us cope with this dimension.  The stars and the stellar system follow their own waves, and they are not interested in the clocks and calendars that we use on earth.

The dawning of the Age of Aquarius indicates that we have been coming out of the Age of Pisces, and we are now entering the new Age of Aquarius.  

The last time we had an Age of Aquarius was around 13 000 years ago, during Babylonian times.   Legend says that the Age of Aquarius begins when the March equinox point moves out of the constellation Pisces and into the constellation Aquarius. 

Did this happen in March 2020?  Or before that?  Or even in the previous century?  Apparently, astrologers cannot give us a definitive answer - which does not surprise me, because the stars follow their own rules.  The planets don’t operate on earthly rhythms.  They wander around like drunken flies, but at the same time with a clear sense of destiny and direction.  If you want to see how the planets move, start studying crop circles and their beautiful patterns.  

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I suspect we have made that shift from Pisces to Aquarius a while ago, and this is now clearly reflected in what is happening around is.  

Pisces is the last sign of the zodiac, and contains elements of all the previous zodiac signs.  Pisces was the swan song of a previous era.  That means the Age of Aquarius is a new beginning, not only of a new zodiac sign, but of a new era of around 13 000 years.

We left the Age of Pisces with a deep sense of knowing and a focus on faith.  Over the past 2 000 years humanity did a lot of introspection and wanted answers about creativity, spirituality and intuition.  We were all taught about altruism and self-sacrifice - and we had to learn all these things, because in previous eras we did everything we could to destroy each other.

The Age of Aquarius is a completely new beginning, with a mantra of “I know”.  This is not the opposite of faith.  Instead, this is an age where we can prove what we have intuitively known for millennia.  

Of course, this comes with a lot of new knowledge and reform for humanity. 

Can we blame a virus for this change?  Yes, the virus and the completely irrational response to the virus has rubbed our noses int o the fact that nothing will be the same again.

However, we are still looking for getting back to the status quo, when in fact there has been a new status quo for many years - and it has got nothing to do with shopping and exercising.  

Do you remember how the Law of Attraction has swept the spiritual world a few years ago?  And there were the books on Conversations with God and A Course in Miracles and Gary Renard’s amazing book The Disappearance of the Universe?

All of those books, and many others, clearly indicated that the old rules no longer work.  These works give us guidelines on navigating a new world.  If you have those books, do yourself a favour and read them again.

But the wave of change did not stop there.  

To be Continued ..........


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Afraid?  Remember the Law of Attraction
We live in times of change on a scale that few of us can imagine.  We know where we come from, but in a very short time the world has changed, and it will never return to what it was.

Whose fault is it?  Depends on which social media you allow into your consciousness.  Did the virus originate from an animal in a dirty Chinese market?  Or was it planted in the market - or even in a few places - by the US government?  Does the virus follow the footprint of 5G?  Is it in fact not a virus, but rather your body’s reaction to 5G radiation?  

And I am sure you can add to the list.

My question is:  What can you do about any of those possible causes?  

And the answer is simple:  Nothing.

Does that leave you powerless?  

On the contrary.  It leaves every single one of us in a position of power that is mind-blowing.  
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Have you noticed that?  Or are you inadvertently adding to fearmongering by spreading anything that relates to the situation, whether it is true or relevant or appropriate or not?  If you are too quick on the Send or Forward button, here is a suggestion.  You could spend time on doing your research on the internet and getting facts.  Or even better, get off the internet as far as you can, and claim your power.

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What does that mean: claim your power?

Remember how the Law of Attraction became everyone’s bible a few years ago?  Even today there are still prophets around who sell expensive courses so that you can get rich/find the perfect partner/find your soulmate/do anything your heart desires overnight by just following what the course tells you - once you have made the financial dreams of the course creator come true.
Here is a but of truth that I will give you for free:  The Law of Attraction works - but only together with a lot of elbow grease and focus.

There is a simple mantra that encompasses the Law of Attraction: What you think about and thank about, you bring about.  It is that simple.

Think about what you want - and do it in detail and with an action plan.  Say thank you and feel the gratitude for what you are about to receive.  Then see how it materialises based on your action.  Try it - dream your dreams, and then do what is needed to make those dreams reality.  The more you do that, the more the Universe adds to the scale of your dreams, and the more materialises for you.
What does that have to do with the pandemic? 

What are you thinking about?  What do you allow to fill your mind?  What do you focus on? That is what you bring about.
And the only way to get the future we all want, is to focus on that future rather than on the myriad of distractions that the media feed us.

I run a WhatsApp group that is meant to focus on gratitude and give people hope.  I want everyone to focus on the purpose of the group.  You have no idea how I have my hands full sending fear and fearful posts and fearful attitudes away from the group - I spend a lot of time explaining what the group is about, and next another post jumps out (just like a virus) and I have to start again.
And no, I am not like an ostrich with my head in the sand.  My view is that there are hundreds of groups and sites where there is a place for everything related to the pandemic, but my group is there to provide balance, by focusing on the amazing new world that is unfolding right under our noses.

What you think about and thank about, you bring about.  

I choose to think about spiritual awakening, recognising the truth, and spreading Unconditional Love.  That is the Law of Attraction in action.

What is your version of the Law of Attraction?  What do you think about and thank about?

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We Have Lockdown.  So?

Millions of people all over the globe are house-bound and only allowed to go out for essential trips.  Of course, I could write a book about the reasons for this, and whether the lockdown is justified or not.  However, it is what is.  

The more important question is what to do about it.

In a way this is better than experiencing a full moon.  An adult body consists of around 60% water.  If you know what the moon can do to the ocean in terms of tides, imagine what the moon does with the water in your body during full moon! When this happens, many people feel as if they are being attacked by an invisible power, and they “fight back” with anger and aggression.  

With the lockdown, we cognitively understand what is happening.  However, many people still struggle with fear and anxiety, and if they don’t get help, they feel overwhelmed very quickly.

What can you do about it?

Firstly, go inside - no, not inside your house, because you should already be inside the house unless you have a garden to enjoy.  I mean meditate.  Just experience the silence in and around you, with no expectations.

This is a time where you can assess your faith.  There is this silly belief that spiritual people who don’t go to church or follow organised religion also don’t believe in God - or whatever you choose to call this higher power.  We know that is not true.  We do believe in a Higher Power, and we know better than to blame this Higher Power for a man-made situation.  If you have any doubts, you can fall into the trap of doubting or blaming yourself for not believing “enough”, or you can do something far more constructive: put your doubts into words, and find the reason for the doubts, and deal with them.  There are always people who are willing to be used as a sounding board, and who can help you strengthen your faith.

One of the big issues for many people is the fear of dying.  A truly spiritual understanding is that life and death cannot be separated, and that dying is really like changing into invisible clothes.  You never cease to exist.  If it is your time based on your life script, then that is how it is.  Do you really want to leave this world in fear?  Not me, thanks.

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The second thing you can do is assess what is happening in the world.  You can focus on the fearmongering and misinformation in social media, but I for one do my best to avoid that like the plague.  I choose to delete anything that remotely looks like chainmail or that is meant to instil fear, and rather focus on all the good that is already happening in the world.  Fear lowers your body vibration and compromises your immune system, whereas gratitude has the opposite effect.  

Find the opposite of anything that you feel instils fear in you and find the gratitude for a unique experience.  You will say this is easier said than done, but I have read about a way to do this that is so simple and powerful that it is mind-blowing.

When the emotions overwhelm you and you feel that there is no way out, ask yourself a simple question: “So?”  and see what happens.

For example, a client told me she is in a total panic about her aged mother’s health and immune system.  I asked “So?” and the client said: “she is in lock-down in a nursing home”.  I asked “So?” and the client said: “Nobody can get to her - not even me”.  I asked “So?” and the client said “That means her chances of getting infected are miniscule”.

The exchange may sound simple, but you should have seen the effect on the client.  Suddenly she radiated and her whole demeanour changed.  She smiled broadly and I could feel only relief from her.

When you feel overwhelmed, use this simple word and ask yourself “So?” and see and feel what happens to you.  When someone else radiates fear to you, ask the same question, and ask it until you see the change in the person.  

One simple word can help us through this wonderful opportunity to turn the world around, and it can start with one person at a time.

So?

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Creating Gratitude

​Is it possible to create gratitude rather than just feel it momentarily?  Yes, it is. Let me explain.

The Universe is in complete balance - from the largest global pandemic to the smallest sub-atomic particle. That is how everything was created.  We tend to forget about this incredibly beautiful balance when we get stuck in emotions. 

There is a difference between emotions and feelings.  Did you know there are over 3000 words in the English language that describe emotions?  Emotions are energy in motion, and they get us into trouble all the time because when we have emotions, we have knee-jerk reactions.  

Try this.  Express anger as you read this.  It doesn’t matter what you are angry at.  Just express anger.  Notice how your body and your face instinctively know what to do.  You know exactly which of the muscles in your face to use, and how to use them, so that nobody will be in any doubt that you are angry.  See what happens to your breathing and your body. Your body knows the difference between angry and happy and will follow your command.

You can do the same for any other emotion, such as sad, excited, lonely and so on.  

All those are emotions.  Then what is a feeling?  Think back to the most amazing time in your life.  Was it your first kiss?  Or the first time you held your child in your arms?  Wat is when you got married?  You know when what you felt was beyond words.  

Now tell your body to go back to that moment and express that moment in your face, breathing and muscles.  Not that easy, huh? In fact, I would be surprised if you can mimic even 1% of what you felt at that moment.  Describing it as “happy” would be like describing the ocean as “wet” - it just wouldn’t work.  Those are moments that you cannot express in words, and your body cannot enter that state on command.  Those are feelings.  They lasted anywhere from a few minutes to maybe a week - where you felt that you were walking on clouds and it was out of this world.  You experienced heaven.

You need to grasp this before you can understand how to work towards creating gratitude.

Gratitude is not just another emotion on the list.  Gratitude is a process that happens in your body, and when you have experienced gratitude, you cannot go back to any other past state of mind or body.

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​Now is a wonderful time to practice working on gratitude.  Identify the one issue or experience around you right now that causes you the most emotional discomfort whether it is fear, anxiety, depression or whatever you are feeling but don’t want to feel.  Experience that feeling in every cell of your body.  Write down something that is bad or intolerable in the situation. For example, you cannot shake hands with people. Then find the opposite of that experience that you can observe - if not in yourself, then in other people.  For example, whenever you cannot shake hands, you find yourself looking the person in the eyes, and you suddenly realise how much you have not observed before in other people.  

It is important to take one item at a time - in other words, don’t rush down a list of negatives, and then go back to the first one and try to think of a positive to counterbalance it.  You take one item at a time and find the balance.

Then you observe the magic that happens in you as you go through the exercise.  One thing is that you break down your fears as you built them up - one brick at a time.

The second thing is that the more you do this, the more you find balance in every cell of your body - even if you think you only apply your mind while doing the exercise.  There will come a moment when you reach the end of the exercise - not when you decide you have had enough, but when you feel the effect in your body.  It is difficult to put into words but think of a magic explosion of light in every cell of your body.  Suddenly you get that floating feeling, and you have complete perspective on the situation - more than ever before - and not a shred of the original emotion remains.

The physical effect is that a quantum of light is created in every cell of your body.  As a result, your body vibration goes up - and that is permanent - it never goes down to a previous level again.

So yes, you can create gratitude, but gratitude is not just another emotion - it is a feeling that you can work towards, until you feel it. 

Will this gratitude last?  Yes - for anything from a few minutes to a week.  And then you start again - because you are still in this life, and that is how life works.  However, every time you do this, it becomes easier, it expands your consciousness, and your body vibration increases.  Is that something you can look forward to and work towards?

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